By ERIC SCHELKOPF
In sitting down to make his latest album, "Go Gentle," singer-songwriter Ian Fisher used the experience to cope with the loss of his mother following her 26-year battle with cancer.
Four singles from "Go Gentle" – "The Face of Losing," "Independence Day," "Take You With Me" and "Growing Pains" – have already been released. The full album is set for release on Feb. 7.
The next single – "In Her Hand" – is set for release on Jan. 22. Fisher, who is originally from Missouri and now performs around the world, will perform Feb. 13 at Reggies Chicago, 2105 S. State St., Chicago.
Ashlyn Sisco and Anna Smyrk also are on the bill. The show starts at 7:30 p.m. and tickets are $12 to $15, available at reggieslive.com.
I had the chance to talk to Ian about the upcoming album
Q – It's great to talk to you about the release of your upcoming album, "Go Gentle." I know that four singles from the album have already been released. What kind of response are you getting to the songs and are you pleased at the reaction to the songs?
It’s lovely to talk with you as well! There’s been a very different response to these songs than to others I’ve released.
With former albums, people would often just say that they like the song and that’d be it, but now when people tell me what they feel about these songs from “Go Gentle,” it’s coupled with a story about their own experience of loss.
These songs feel like a spark, a starting point, a doorway into something beyond the songs themselves. I love that.
Q – Do you see the album as both a tribute to your mom and a way to help people with their own losses? I understand you released the song "Growing Pains" during the holiday season because you wanted to help people through the pain of loss that they are reminded of during the holiday season.
When I wrote these songs, it was just a means of coping with the grief from my mom’s death. Now that they’re recorded and about to be released, they take on a life of their own, much more external than that initial internal process of making them.
Yes, I think of my mom when I sing or listen to these songs, but I don’t want others to feel like they are only about and for her. I once heard a quote, “die Lieder die wir lieben sind von uns geschrieben” or “the songs that we love, we write ourselves."
I want others to use these songs for their own spiritual needs regardless if that is to deal with loss, to be reminded to be thankful of what they have, or whatever that may be.
Q – It seems like you had a very close relationship with your mom. Even though she unfortunately is no longer here in the physical sense, do you think you have grown even closer to her through these songs?
My mom fought cancer for 26 years and in the final years she wasn’t able to fully be the person that she truly was. She was tired and immobile.
And the radiant loving soul inside of her was confined to her fading body. I feel like death liberated her.
That’s what the song “Independence Day” is about. She is more free now to live through us and I feel more able to feel her with me everywhere I go, knowing now she is no longer weighed down by her mortal body.
Q – The song "Take You With Me" is about the loss of your high school friend, Wade Lurk. I was just wondering if you've heard from anybody who also knew Wade about what they thought of the song.
I remember when I first played that song in my hometown of Ste. Genevieve, MO., several of our old high school friends were in the audience and I saw them crying. Us small town Midwesterners don’t always wear our emotions on our sleeves if you know what I mean, so to see these guys crying in public said much more than any words could say.
Q – What do you like about being able to take your music across the world?
That small town that I just romantically mentioned was my personal hell when I was a kid. I wanted to get out of there so much that, at the first chance I got, I ran away as far as possible.
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It was from afar that I saw the beautiful things about what I left behind. Performing music as a profession, though it’s been extremely precarious, has given me the chance to both live abroad and return home to Missouri several times a year for the last 16 years.
It helps me cherry pick from the top of the fence.
Q – I understand you have written 2,000 songs. What do you think makes you such a prolific writer?
First of all, I don’t feel like I write that much. I’m 37.
If I’d been writing everyday since I started at the age of 13, then I’d have a lot more songs than that. Furthermore, most of those 2,000 songs are really bad!
Quality is much more important than quantity. I never listened to a song and thought, “Wow, this song sucks, but the artist has written so much, so it must be good.”
Concerning why I wrote so much, I’m not completely certain. That’s the mystery of art and the artist. Yesterday I was standing by the Mississippi in the snow and felt compelled to write about it in my journal.
I wrote, “I have a journal-keeper’s mind; I feel like something isn’t fully real until it is written and once it’s on paper I can forget about it and move on.”
Maybe that’s part of the reason why.